My life song

Sometimes I feel like my only friend,
                  my only partner
                       my only everybody...

It's hard to believe I'm the only one out there,
                  that I'm by my self,
                       and I'm all alone...

But I feel it in my heart,
                  my bones,
                        and sole...

Peolpe all around but somehow I'm still non-existant,
                   invisiable,
                        like a shadow...

But through my pain, something will prevail,
                   someone will see me,
                        and you'll be the one sorry...

But untill then I will drown in my own addictions,
                    to sawllow my pain,
                        to relieve it till I find my someone...