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Goddamn Bastard..

Tue May 30, 2006, 10:27 AM
How many times have I said to any of the people that know me, "I can't fucken wait to get out of this god forsaken house.."

Only the people that really matter I guess..

The fucken "Drunken Bastard" aka My Father... I don't have a real dad.. just a drunk man who thinks he's god..

He fucken hit me again.. twice, and pushed me to the ground several times

I can't wait till the 20th just for the simple fact that I'm not going to be here. For almost a whole two weeks I'm going to be in Nebraska with my friend Kayla. ..hundreds.. of thousands.. of miles.. away.. Most likely wishing that I didn't have to come back. If I didn't have school going for me here, I probably wouldn't.

I know I definatly don't have it as bad as others, I wasn't put in the hospital, no broken bones or bruses, Just the thought that I still couldn't fully defend myself against him if he really did come at me, and that I still couln't help myself from crying.

He pushes my mom down and tries to go at her but I get up and I push him down from getting any closer to her. He pushes me down and starts to go at me and my mom gets in the way again, pushes my mom out of the way then he turns around on me again and hits me on my chin and knocks me down. If you've met me and my dad, he's much bigger than me. I'm 5'4 a buck 45, he's 6'6ish over 250lbs.. Well my mom tries to get in his way again and I run to the stove and grap the cast iron skillet, in doing so I forgot that the pot of oil was sittin in it and I poured oil all over the damn place. I run up to him and sream to hit me again, hit me again! He hits me and I sling my arm back to hit him with the skillet and he pushes me to the ground and he starts to run up to me on the ground and he trips and falls in the oil. It didn't matter how pisted off I was at him, how much I was crying, how much I was shaking, I couldn't help but laugh.. I threw my skellet on the ground and ran to the phone and called Bre.



Thanks Bre, you don't know how much I appreciate you coming and picking me up and stuff. I had plans to leave Thursday and not come back till Sunday but they didn't work out. The fucken bitch is avoiding me, for whatever reason, like I said he won't talk to me.. Atleast I had somewhere to go. Thank God.. And thanks again Bre.. I wish I didn't have to go back.



To all the people who reads this..

<3 yall

~AJ

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  • Current Residence: the moon with all the friends that live in my head..
  • Interests: money, guys, other green stuff, ect.
  • Favourite movie: urmmm... the ones with blood guts and gore
  • Favourite band or musician: I have so many I can't pick just one!
  • Favourite genre of music: I like alot of music but mostly rock
  • Favourite artist: MY SELF OF CORSE!
  • MP3 player of choice: urmm.. the one I have now??? o.0
  • Favourite game: DDR!! Wooo!! Lookit MEE!! ><
  • Favourite gaming platform: uhhh, the dance pads.. ?
  • Favourite cartoon character: Miaka from Fushigi Yugi (reminds me of myself!)
  • Personal Quote: "Fashion is a form of ulginess so intolerable, we have to alter it every six months."
  • Tools of the Trade: pencil,paper,shader,computer,scanner,cheap camra, my emotions, it because I'm hardcore!! ><

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